GREENTEA

ME ME ME

A girl called JingShi.
20th March 1993
PISCES
Graduated from YuNeng Pri Sch Continues to study in Bedok Town Sec Sch.
She can be your friend but hardly your enemy. She shuns away from pervs but stays close to her family and friends

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Music

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we are back together

Thursday, May 31, 2007 11:11 PM

actually..
we r already bf n gf a few days ago..
but..
ytd we just quarrel..
he said tad he cnt control le..
her wan to get every thing clear..
so we dragged xy n joshua down to my house at night..
dun noe is it called quarrel or peaceful talk..
we are back together tads the most important..
i will cherish him..
i dun wan to lose him n let him hurt himself agn..
i m changin myself..
im tryin my best n hope tad my frends around me will notice my changes..
i wan to reborn again..
i dun wan ppl to dislike me or hate me..
just like joshua said '' u wan to be a human.. the first thing is u cnt lie.. this is the most basic step..''
at least i didnt lie today..
i wont lie anymore le..
i will just speak the truth..
im also tryin my best to noe my pooh darlin better..
cos he changed alot because of me..
if i dun change for him..
i m a great sinner..
changin my attitude,
-xiiaoshii-

go xy house so sian..

Friday, May 25, 2007 10:45 PM

haiz..
today went to get report book..
sian..
failed literature n science..
must work more hard to promote to sec 3 express..
got the 19th position among 40 classmates..
how!!
after gettin my results..
went home play maple till die twice a day..
then dun wan play..
then went to slp..
suddenly the house phone rang at 3.50..
i slept around at 3.20..
find my mum the phone..
=.=
then around 4.16
alvin called if wan go xy(dasao) house..
then they say need ask her mum..
then all dun wan ask..
wan me ask..
but i nv ask..
so i reach there 'bout 5.00...
go there..
saw xy playin maple..
i so sian..
nthin to do but stare at the tv..
the show oso sian..
then at 6..
my dad called me..
i stay at her house for around 5 mins n went home le..
then at home eat..
bathe..
slp..
restin,
-xiiaoshii-

will we be together again?

Wednesday, May 23, 2007 1:05 PM

im back..
ytd i asked alvin for a patch back..
he said tad he needed time to heal the scar tad i once gave him..
last night..
joshua, ''the cap guy''(think is weijun), and him came outside my house n asked me things..
they asked lots of question but i didnt say anything much..
i was wearin my sleepin attire with a jacket when i went out..
think tad i wasted their time..
so..
after they went..
alvin asked me to call joshua when they reach home..
but..
i went to slp..
i didnt noe tad the phone rang..
i only saw it when i woke up..
.....
i promised him to give him time to reconsider..
i told him to take his time..
acutally..
i told him i give him a month time..
but he say tad one month cnt heal the scar..
so i told him to take his time...
haiz..
i wonder if we will go back like before again..
but i noe..
he will nv trust me like before again..
.....
today he asked me to go east coast park(ecp)..
i think tad i will be goin this afternoon..
i wish tad he will give me another chance..
but..
the decision is his..
......
desired for his forgiveness,
-xiiaoshii-

the end of my world??

Tuesday, May 22, 2007 3:13 PM

he dun believe me anymore le..
i bluff him toooooo many times le..
actually..
today wanted to ask him if we can be together again not..
but hes too angry le ba...
he say tad he dun trust me anymore..
my heart...
is oso my fault to lie to him..
mayb this is my punishment ba..
who tell me to be such a liar..
its all my fault..
im all to blame..
i nv tell him means i nv tell..
mayb nw ppl dun believe me le ba..
i always lie..
but only on certain occasion..
forget it...
he wont forgive me de..
mayb nv in his lifetime ba..
IS ALL MY FAULT!!!
I DUN WAN LIVE LE..
heartbreaks,
-xiiaoshii-

my class time writin blog

Monday, May 21, 2007 1:17 PM

sian..
nw is the boring ipw lesson..
haiz..
livin day with sadness vry tired..
i dun wan feel so sad..
i just wan him to say tad he dun love me anymore..
i dun feel good..
lol..
my best frend gave me chewin gum..
ate alot today..
later goin buy after sch..
i wan go xinying mother place work..
more money..
can pay my $600+ phone bill..
my frends said tad im craziie..
alvin!!!
i kinda miss u these days..
dun noe why oso..
but i just dun wan to have u back..
i only wan u to say : '' i dun love u.."
boring..
later go home chiong maple n try to numb myself with maple..
on diet these days..
try to keep myself hungry..
i wan to slim down..
my frends seems to have a vry good day everyday..
so jealous..
sad..
go sob le..
sobsob,
-xiiaoshii-

my phone bill

Sunday, May 20, 2007 3:58 PM

my phone bill has burst..

for the past 1 mth..

i called him every morning..

sms him..

then when i finally received my bill..

it has bombed till $600+..

omg!!

i dun believe tad my bill is as much as his bill..

i call him every morning..

for nearly 10-15 mins a day..

sobsob..

my parents tell me to pay de bill by myself..

early in de morning my mood is completely spoiled by my phone bill..

whr can i find $600+??

after seeing my bills..

i find myself very silly..

i kind of hate myself nowadays..

i dun have any mood to go to sch..

sobsob,

-xiiaoshii-

im all in a mess!!

Saturday, May 19, 2007 11:12 PM

omg!!
my bf n me have broken about 2 days ago..
do i feel kind of regret?
but he dun treat me really good..
i always think of him but he nv think about how i feel...

but i kinda miss him nowadays..

a 1mth n 2 days relationship has ended..
do i feel sad??

but when im with him..
i go home late..
then my exams results are not as good as last year..
he always tell me to ask my parents for freedom..
but my parents gave me lots of freedom le..
he once compared me with his cousin's gf..
*angry*

do i still love him??
but stayin together with him is vry tiring..
i always think of him..
but he always say tad i nv think of him..
wad exactly he wan?
y isit so hard to read a guy's mind?

he even cry over de phone n infront of me..
i feel like a criminal..

after the day we broke up..
i went home n saw his frend with him sittin outside my house the stairs..
i was shocked when i saw his frend..
it was after sch tad time n its rainin..
after i saw his frend..
i ran away..
i dun noe n dun dare to face him..
i then walked at bedok town park with the rain splashin on me when my frend called..
i then decided to go to my frends house by walkin there with the rain..

my this bf frend is oso my frend's cousin..
so my bf n his frend went to my frends house..
at that time..
i was at my frend's house..
as i didnt wan to face him..
i went to de stair n waited..
after they had reaached..
my frend told me tad two of them were there..
i told my frend to keep them there until i reach home..

when i finally reach home..
i dun noe how i felt..
i still carry on with my normal life..

until at night he called n told me lots of things tad actually touched my heart..
i actually cried for him..
i hurt myself the moment i heard all the things..
but after all the things he said..

the last sentence made me feel dissapointed..

he really dun noe he well enough..
its all over anyway..

try not to be sad le..
can i??

hurts alot,
-xiiaoshii-