A girl called JingShi. 20th March 1993 PISCES
Graduated from YuNeng Pri Sch Continues to study in Bedok Town Sec Sch.
She can be your friend but hardly your enemy. She shuns away from pervs
but stays close to her family and friends
today sch was normal.. then during assembly the dun noe who talked bout wad bullyin.. then went to 7-11 to buy drinks n xy bought choco.. then drink n drink.. eat n eat n eat.. then only left a little bit only.. then only can say tad the bus came at the wrong time lor.. then boarded the bus.. then the driver told me.. my water.. then i told him only left a little bit.. then he nv care le.. then suay suay de hor.. sat infront.. a middle-aged guy wearin grey striped shirt.. say dun ask me drink.. fine i dun drink lor.. then he oso told xy not to eat.. but only left a little bit only.. so she ate lor.. then the mad guy say her.. told xy [i told u dun eat in the bus dun noe how listen ar.. this ur father bus ar.. u bedok town so wad.. bedok town big deal ar..] bedok town no big deal ar.. then reach bedok interchange.. he alight first lor.. then when we dun c him le.. then we shout n scold him.. scold n scold n scold when he suddenly appear from the back.. he say u dun think i dun noe wad u all talkin about.. then he was like followin us.. then actually we planned to go home.. cos of this craziie guy we went to mac de toilet.. went in to the cubicle n squeezed in 4 ppl inside.. xy tried 'summonin' all her kor.. she called alvin.. alvin kor called joshua.. then amanda n mariel(the most innocent ppl) went out to check.. then joshua came first.. so we sent mariel to her bus n we left.. we walk around the interchange.. then alvin kor came le.. he said tad when he came.. a middle-aged guy oso told him dun smoke.. y ar.. this guy so many problems de ar.. ppl do wad is their own buisness need him care meh.. so KPO.. ppl things dun care.. u r craziie.. y dun u just go to hougang ave 7? dun go around the whole Singapore.. nobody wan to c ur sickenin idoitic n wadever face.. go hide urself.. then went home n bathe meet xy n her sis together with alvin kor.. went to boon lay.. go to jurong point.. then go back to tampines.. xy n her family wan go watch movie.. then i go home first lor.. reached home at bout 9+.. sian today, -xiiaoshii-
new hairstyle for me
Tuesday, June 26, 2007 5:57 PM
today went to sch as per normal.. knew some new teachers.. some were quite nice.. oso knew somethings tad shouldn't be known ba.. cos.. xy n i mayb saw her real side ba.. so sch time ended just like tad.. when i reached home.. took the things then xy wanted n marmiie de clothes.. then dun noe y they watchin Jimmy Neutron.. then went to xy house de barber there n cut hair(of cos).. changed a new hair style.. xy oso cut her hair.. my took the longest time to cut.. mayb is cos too long le.. ^^ my hair the most 'bao gui' de.. need $14.. xy n marmiie de need $12.. after cuttin hair.. xy said she need to go buy veg.. on the way there.. she n me bought bubble tea.. marmiie kept on tryin to drink the pearl.. after xy bought the veg.. we went to a shop tad sells buy 1 get 1 free for the same price.. then went home n bathed.. nw watchin tv le.. later i go watch vcd.. i must perservere.. only play maple durin week days.. oso jiayou for studies.. hearts, -xiiaoshii-
today is my worst sunday
Sunday, June 24, 2007 9:37 PM
today woke up n watch tv.. everything seems normal until my dad ask me to change.. i was watchin tv half-way.. sian.. then think went to north-east ba.. went to a dialysis centre.. we went there n they used their bus n send us to Outram Sec Sch.. we went there for a performance i think.. Outram Sec was dam big.. the hall was at the 4th storey.. canteen at 3rd storey.. they also had a lift.. but the performance was SIAN.. all sayin cantonese, hokkien, teochew... i dun understand a word.. then i was vry blur at there until the show ended.. had dinner at the canteen there.. canteen also vry big.. but my sch.. haiz.. reached home n planned to finish my show that i missed the second-half.. but my dada wanted to watch 'condor hero'.. so i let him lor.. then later plannin to watch the second-half at 10+ ba.. tmr no more holiday le.. hw oso haven finish.. sob.. i go play maple.. happie?, -xiiaoshii-
my last day
Friday, June 22, 2007 6:50 PM
today is my last day of work.. so happy.. cos no need go back there le.. got only $180 n need use $150 to pay my bills.. used $10 to buy dinner.. then oso bought alot of things.. just ate otah.. then nw drinkin milk.. my hw haven finish yet... sob.. ytd xy lvl 70.. but she haven be priest yet.. i oso wan chiong le.. after so many days.. i can finally rest le.. i go chiong maple first then do hw at night.. i goin chiong le.. happie, -xiiaoshii-
today so unlucky..
Wednesday, June 20, 2007 10:27 PM
haiz.. today workin like half-dead.. wan slp n wan work.. slp n work.. always thought tad im dreamin tad im workin.. when i really thought tad i really will slp.. i went to the toilet n close my eyes for awhile.. came out n washed my face.. then when havin lunch.. the pepsi dropped on to my leg and my jeans was wet.. haiz.. went to the toilet n wash up.. went to the handicapped de.. then put it under the hand dryer but nv dry.. =.= then decided to wear it n go back let it dry slowly.. at around 2.10p.m. the jeans was almost dry.. gd thing.. then when i goin home.. waitin for bus at the bus stop.. my dad told me to stop usein my hp until the bill is cleared.. haiz.. sad.. nvm la.. at least can stop usin my hp.. stop here le ba.. nitez, -xiiaoshii-
haiz.. i vry messy ar..
Monday, June 18, 2007 10:45 PM
today went work.. saw my cousin, jiahao, also there.. the moment he was there.. the whole factory was filled with his voice.. so noisy.. today feelin abit unwell.. when workin.. oso cut myself with paper.. haiz.. today before goin home.. nv go the 'mountain'.. do something else.. finally did something different.. dun noe y nw i everyday reachin home.. i always hope the 'miracle' will appear.. but i noe.. its impossible.. im changin myself.. no matter wad the endin will b.. i wont give up de.. n something i wan clarify.. im not the wan tad made him sad.. im being forced.. im oso sad.. i should take some of the responsibility.. but not all ba.. troubled, -xiiaoshii-
im abit wierd today
Sunday, June 17, 2007 8:26 PM
today woke up at 10+.. was quite slpy.. watched sonria pasta till 12+.. then went to play maple awhile before goin out.. went to eat mac for lunch.. the food i ordered was quite wierd.. i ordered macspicy.. dun noe y i ate tad.. i dun normally eat burgers tads spicy.. quite funny de.. then when i was eatin.. i keep on thinkin of him.. i really dun noe y.. then went to looked for my sch shoe.. but wasnt really in the mood.. didnt really noe kind of shoe i liked.. haiya.. wads the problem with me today? funnie gal.. then didnt eat dinner.. cos was quite full le.. i go back to maple le.. wierd?, -xiiaoshii-
im in the lost
Thursday, June 14, 2007 11:12 PM
i really dun noe wad to do.. but im sure tad im not born to be an actress.. no one noes how i feel when i lie.. specially to someone close to me.. i noe tad i shouldnt lie.. but.. shouldnt bad habits change bit by bit? mayb im really a rotten stone.. but only care bout half of the thing wad joshua said.. dun put me back.. dun let me hurt any more ppl.. just throw me into the fire n dun care me anymore.. i dun think tad joshua will accept me this mei.. u can also choose not to be my kor.. i noe ppl beside me will get hurt.. all i need is just time.. i didnt really wan to break.. i have my own reasons.. u may say tad im lyin.. wad else can i say.. i oso cnt blame anyone.. everything turns out negatively just cos of me.. in the first place.. y should i follow xy together with her cousin to meet him? is always me tad is hurtin him.. y cnt he hurt me for once? no one will ever understand how i feel.. mayb u think tad im lyin.. i dun care.. i dun wan to noe wad u feel.. think is just i dun have this right to love someone.. im really bad.. mayb the worst person in this world.. the thing tad a rotten ppl will do is not stealin, not robbin.. but is lyin.. i admit tad i lie since i was small.. but tad dosent mean tad i cnt change.. mayb i really nv think of wad others think of me.. mayb xy should oso reconsider if she wans me this liar as a frend.. dun think of me anymore.. just treat it as i nv saw u before.. treat it as i nv appear in ur life before.. but next time.. dun believe ppl too much unless tad person is worth for u to trust.. mayb no one really noes wad kind of person i m.. sad.. really sad, -xiiaoshii-
we r over
Wednesday, June 13, 2007 10:44 PM
i noe that u will c my post everyday.. just wanna tell u tad.. i dun wan to stay with u anymore.. i wan to stay away from ur warmest hug... ur warmest hand.. its time for me to let go.. i wont state any reason for lettin go of ur hand.. i noe tad u will be sad.. im really sorry.. its our 2 mths after two days.. im sorry to break this love without reachin 2mths.. think nw u should noe y i treat u so cold.. i really didnt mean it.. hope u wont call me to understand.. cos wadever i wan to say, i will post it.. hope u will also... today chiong maple.. not really so craziie.. but just wanted to win xy n numb myself.. tmr need go work.. must slp early.. i go dl songs.. im really sorry to hurt ur heart.. u said y cnt we be like xy n kenny.. u r not kenny.. im not xy.. they have their own methods.. the only thing i noe nw is.. im letting go of ur hand.. i noe joshua n xy or even the whole world will hate me.. just for some reason(dun ask wads the reason).. im lettin go of ur hand.. mayb this is the time to say gdbye.. keepin myself busy, -xiiaoshii-
forget post ytd
Tuesday, June 12, 2007 8:08 PM
lol.. ytd my dar b'day.. then oso kenny kor n xy dasao the weddin in maple.. at least this year dar dun have a sad day during his b'day.. ytd kenny kor oso came my house.. came to study with xy n me.. they 2 ar.. dun noe wad to say.. then i oso wan drag my dar to come my house.. i dun noe wad to write.. just only can say.. dar.. i love u lots.. sry tad i went to play maple.. cos mayb i 1 day no maple cnt tahan.. sry dar.. must smile k.. hearts, -xiiaoshii-
so fun today
Saturday, June 09, 2007 11:49 PM
today quite angry in the mrnin.. my bro touched my keyboard n made me die in maple.. dun noe how he quit my guild oso.. then was vry angry n shouted on the phone when my dar was talkin with me.. he was quite shocked de ba.. then afternoon he came my house n we talked n study ba.. then at around 6.00p.m. we went to pump the bicycle tyre.. after that we went to buy dinner.. he cycle with me at the back seat.. he cycled so fast.. but i was not scared at all.. cos i noe tad he will oso care for my safety de.. so touched.. but it was oso vry fun.. can hug dardar at the back.. before he went.. we hugged each other.. i still had to tip-toe.. i too short le.. but i dun mind.. xy worse.. lol.. missin u dar, -xiiaoshii-
i will continue to love u
Friday, June 08, 2007 11:36 PM
today is kenny kor the b'day..[[ignore]] ytd afternoon dardar hlp me to make my blog look nicer.. he said tad he took around 2-3 hours to do so.. xin ku ni le darlin. dun noe y today work till quite happie de.. m i mad? i only c my blog today.. saw a irritating guy keep floodin my tag box.. =.= dardar called me at around 9.00p.m. but dardar dun really sound right today.. at around 9.40p.m. actually i wanted to slp.. but scared tad cnt slp at night so surf net, check mails.. then i oso sms dardar.. but he didnt reply.. mayb he really slp le ba.. then mayb turn on silent mode.. then i play maple.. train n train n train.. mayb will slp at 1.30a.m. today.. watchin tv.. miss u dardar.. muackies, -xiiaoshii-
Thursday, June 07, 2007 4:17 PM
i wan to hug u agn.. nv leave u agn..
Wednesday, June 06, 2007 10:43 PM
i was dam angry with work today.. ask me faster do faster do.. no materials how do?! funnie ppl.. anyway.. this not my topic today.. i decided to forgive him.. after thinkin so much.. the only thing tad will make him jealous is only his concern, love n care.. mayb i neglected his feelings.. he said tad he bang his head against the wall after we hanged up after the afternoon talk.. cos i was in bad mood n didnt notice my attitude.. i really made him upset alot of times.. hes right.. my words can make a ppl die.. i dun wan to make anymore injuries on his older scars.. mayb his scars are not completely healed yet.. i will do everything i can to heal his scars.. i hope that we can start afresh.. forget those unhappy things n only rmb the gd ones.. lets not rake up the past anymore.. i only wan u n only u..(xy oso in case she sees this post) u say that we will not quarrel agn.. we wont quarrel.. i watched a chnl 8 tv at 7.oop.m. somebody said "couples shouldnt stay by each other sides everytime.. if not both of us will suffocate.." mayb we shouldnt c each other everyday.. as long as our heart is linked, tads already enough for me.. as long as i have ur heart tads enough for me.. u will always be my pooh n mayb im ur honey tad u always carry ba.. then wouldnt i b ur honey dark choco? woa.. today oso Joshua kor the b'day.. i noe he wont view my blog de.. just wanna say.. happie 18th b'day Joshua kor.. dardar.. i noe tad u will view my blog de.. just wanna end.. i love u darlin pooh.. dardar.. u wan to have a blog ma? hearts, -xiiaoshii-
i hate the history repeating!!!
Tuesday, June 05, 2007 10:23 PM
i hate it i hate it i hate it.. hes jealous cos i m closer to his frend rather than him.. i went to yew tee yesterday at 8+.. i reached there at bout 10.10... after that we went to bugis.. then took 960 to woodlands the causeway point.. after that we (alvin, wei jun, me) took 168 and went to my house.. we played uno at my house and i talk to wei jun rather than talk to him..(this is wad he said) all i talk to wei jun is only bout those tv shows the songs.. i noe that alvin dun watch tv so i didnt include him in case he is not in our conversation.. but i tried to talk to him.. i even tried to kiss him.. but he dun have any reaction.. is all my fault la.. wadever i do is wrong.. y cnt i make him happy? almost everytime after we go out, he always pull a long face home.. y isit that i need to put alot in him when he only put a little on me? i noe that he care.. but caring n putting effort to noe me is the different.. he say that whenever he wan to noe me, i run away.. I DIDNT!!! y isit that ppl can have a lovely relationship i cnt? he say that hes useless.. he say that hes goin to relax his hands n not hold me that tight.. but.. forget it.. our minds cnt be one.. wadever i think hes always thinkin the opposite.. if i say that i wanna break, mayb joshua n xy wont trust me le.. if i say that i wan to carry on, will i carry a broken heart? being together with him makes me quite tiring.. i noe that he changed for me.. but.. hes always sayin things that will hurt my heart.. did he even think how i feel? today, after i bathe finish, he called and asked me for the ans for ytd as i say that i will give him the ans today.. i feel that i did not think carefully so i told him to give me another 3 days.. we quarreled.. or mayb my tune was nasty to him.. i admit that im angry.. after we hang up, i shouted.. mayb im really craziie.. cos i shouted : "我快瘋了.." cos i dun think tad he really noe me.. wad can i do? both ways will hurt myself.. wad can i do? i only believe that time will tell.. i wish tad i can dun care bout a thing.. i really dun noe wad to do.. arguement is he started it.. n is cos my fault.. y dun he think.. MY FAULT LA.. ALL MY FAULT *angry* hmph, -xiiaoshii-
