A girl called JingShi. 20th March 1993 PISCES
Graduated from YuNeng Pri Sch Continues to study in Bedok Town Sec Sch.
She can be your friend but hardly your enemy. She shuns away from pervs
but stays close to her family and friends
woke up at like 11+ ba i think, saw darling message n cnt slp le. always like tad wan.. k, i shall start my day.. listen music, did geog homework.. sent me dad to dialysis centre, came back played mini pool w/ my bro. darling had tuition from 1-4.. then he went bowling.. at dun noe wad time, watch tv till 6.50p.m. then go bathe n watch tv. watch till like 11 ba. watch the front part of hana-kimi quite nice de.. didnt like watch the back part cos got other show to watch.. so sad.. hais. (: talking to marmiie n xy. -xiiaoshii-
Friday, May 30, 2008 10:27 PM
hais. didnt went for work today! stayed at home n did nothing actually. then xy nicholas called, then i think was in a sad tone ba. then he tell me call xy. cos he say she crying. so i called her, but she hanged. she called again n asking for conference. ok lor, so i had to call xy so can conference. then she mute n her nicholas say he like me, n i was like, SHIT! xy is here!!! then he keep saying he like me blabla... Ee!! then i at there i dun wan i dun wan. then he hanged, xy say she sad, n cried over the phone (so poor thing). then she came to my house, told her t buy bubble tea for me! (thnx laopo!) then she reached, didnt get to play maple, cos she no internet connection the cd (she brought her laptop). then she used my phone to sms nicholas for break cos for the empty promises! (is unforgivable!) then she used my com to delete everthing regarding to nicholas. (yay!) n we went to sheng shiong to get her butter n milk. aftertad, we went to the kopitiam nearby n sorta have our lunch/dinner (can say she treat ba) went 7-11, bought brainfreeze. went home, watched changjin! watch the 7 n 9 o clock show (last episode). nicholas called but 10 sec later hanged again. (phew). -xiiaoshii-
Thursday, May 29, 2008 10:38 PM
ya. blabla. woke u at 11+ ba. cos darling called me in the morning. cos he going out to watch movie w/ his 'm way' aunty at balestier plaza. woke up, at 2 small blueberry cake n im already full. but my mum say she frying fries so i faster say i wan!! ate fries, did only 1 qn for geog hw. xP sorta lazy, try do tmr. watch tv, sent dad to dialysis centre. sms darling when im angry cos i dun wan buy dinner for my bro. then used caps on msg n he called, i cnt ans cos my dad beside me only, ps hor darling. then he called n i ans. used a not so nice tone at first but darling always make me smile~ reached home, ate porridge as dinner. had ice cream too (: bathed, watch tv. later xy smsin me to call her. (: -xiiaoshii-
Tuesday, May 27, 2008 11:37 PM
ytd night, set my alarm at 7 in the morning n kept snoozing until 8. then lazy get off bed n sorta stayed bed till 8.15a.m. then lazy get ready n just watch tv w/ my bro. then mayb wait for my mum's breakfast so i just kept waiting. dun noe wait till wad time, my mum's back w/ breakfast n another set of game for my bro, mini pool. then i started to play w/ him n ignoring the time. after one round of game, i started rushing n forgot bout my costume again. so i was like nvm, still got tmr. then i reached the dance studio late. dance till butt pain. dun noe y oso. going home, saw marmiie, xy, michael n joanna. hanged outside the bubble tea shop n eat n drink. drank oreo spin n ate cheese hotdog.. reached home nearly 1, skipped lunch cos quite full ma. then played mini pool w/ my bro the whole afternoon, brought my dad to dialysis n which is at tamp nw. reached home, played mini pool again. watch tv n play again. blogging n he sorta slept while waiting for me to play w/ him, cos i am talking in msn n bathed at 11. still blogging n playing w/ him at the same time. tmr stillgot dance. so i will continue to play w/ him n mayb slp soon. -xiiaoshii-
Monday, May 26, 2008 9:19 PM
went work today, is sian of cos. did like 100 of the same thing which is boring n my hand hurts. dun feel like working, but nvm la, for money.. but oso sian leh... ARGH!
im starting to be fedup of everything around me. everyone will start to act wierd n of cos not themselves whenever hols sarts. ppl sad, ppl randoming, oppl goin overseas, ppl staying at home, ppl working, ppl cnt go out.
at night, watched the nainai show w/ amanda talkin w/ her american chinese. copied maths qns. but lazy soon n stopped copying. listening to music n bloggin at the same time, not yet bathe but soon. i just hope tad i can just keep myself at home n not go out, which i m suppose to do. dun feel like working, dun feel like dancing, dun feel like enjoying air-con. just hope theres a place for me to shout out everyone's sadness, anger n hopefully everything will be gone n nothing will bother us, everyone anymore!! this will come true! -xiiaoshii-
Sunday, May 25, 2008 10:37 PM
today can say is not a so gd day. cos the moment i wake up at 11, my aunt called n ask me to go work. but i seriously dun wan, but really dun noe how reject them lor. so ok la i go lor. but hang the phone liao nearly cry liao lor,dun noe y. had breakfast n listen to music. then my dad n i went to the kitchen to look at the calender for the days i should n should not go. then somemore is my dad lor, someone i like love alot alot n i cnt say no le. then went to my room n let out everything. cried in the room for dun noe how long, then bite myself. called darling, he thought i miss him so i call, i think he didnt heard the crying over the phone ba. then his phone like suddenly hang lor, so we sms each other. then he use his dad phone call me. hang le, cried awhile, looked at he mirror, my eyes swollen like dun noe wad, cos cried in room for like 45 mins ba.. went to the living room, play com, play w/ my bro. (darling was outside buying things) then xy call me. we like siao. she was randoming again n she told me to sing over the phone.. ... then sing lor, since she dun mind XD. then she went out w/ marmiie to play lan. i was at home, didnt watch tv cos the chnl 8 show was not the kind of show i like as every single ppl were w/ a sad face n i really hated tad, plus the commercial break was like 10 mins once ba.. .. so i sian lor. play com, sang to darling cos he kinda tired. then he awake le ba xP then he need to do the dun noe wad thing. didnt ask tad clearly, ut is SLA the thing ba i think. then kept bugging him. ps hor.. ... bathed, n forgot the ring in the bucket again, thnx to my bro. blogged, listening to songs. tmr work. one word to end... ... SIAN! -xiiaoshii-
Saturday, May 24, 2008 12:53 PM
well, ytd went to ecp bbq. blabla, reached there w/ 3 other girls, including me, is 4. when 1 girl only carry the wire gauze n the marshmallow. n the other 3 girls carry at least 2 heavy plastic bags on their hands. nthin much though, sorta chnged my opinion towards xy nich. n somehow got irritated, nearly said alot of things i shouldnt say. got bugged home, cabbed home n was just in time.
got my report book early this morning, quitebad i should say, 18th position with a 53.6%. mdm tan told me to translate everything for my mum. went to buy things n ya.. bla. com lagging. hate it.
i was tagged by marmiie. to do a quiz
QUIZ
#1 if your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?` cry, sad, angry? #2 if you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?`enter poly w/ 15 points ba. can i? o.O #3 if there is a choice between boyfriend and friends,which will you choose?` friends ba . #4 what kind of home do you think is suitable for living?` w/ my family, sorta will be sad w/o them, i will miss their naggy voice too. #5 what's your ideal lover like?` kind n loving #6 which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?` loving someone #7 How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?`dun noe, depends #8 if the person you secretly like is attached, what would you do? wait ba #9 is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?` ya. #10 is being tagged fun? yupp. #11 how do you see yourself in ten years time? dun noe #12 who are currently the most important people to you?` family, friends, him. #13 what kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?` my sorta naggy marmiie (: #14 would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?` single and rich (: #15 what's the first thing you do every morning?` wake up late ? open my eyes ba #16 would you sacrifice your family time to enjoy with friends?` sometimes ba. #17 what is the thing that you cant bear to leave it aside?` chocolates #18 what type of friends do you like?`dun noe, like allmy friends nw #19 what type of friends do you dislike?` dun noe, those not my friend nw
back from CAMELOT
Friday, May 16, 2008 9:14 PM
im back from CAMELOT!! it was sooo damn fun though we had to go through the rain n the hot sun. day1: we stayed in sch n played icebreaking game n simon says. though i didnt win, but xy n anh were the laast 2 survivers. then zee-zee (instructor zee) like buay tahan them. then he started calling the other instructors. instructor keon (known as mr. LAME) played w/ xy n anh. then xy lost forgot of y. then we took bus to CAMELOT but it was raining. then xy cried in the bus cos her nicholas made her cry (is not the first time). we arrived n got our dorm (dun noe spelling). then we planned our campfire performance under dorm D. but we came up w/ nthing. then we went to the general station. played the spiderweb thing n got carried by dun noe who outside n got carried by hoang inside (he was the first to be inside). then went to dun noe whr w/ the swinging rope. n there was one place w/ slope. then we all need to hug one another. michael held my hands to pull me up. then we were like holding each other hands n my nail sorta like hurt him. theres a mark. i think then was dinner, food was not so nice but i was full. then we were taught knot tying n the rock climbing thing. then had reflection, bathed, talked at dorm n slept. i cnt get to slp cos i was cold n had nthing to cover me. day2: slept. woke up n brushed teeth.. blabla. assembled infront of the flagpole had some morning exercise. then had breakfast n we went off for our water activities. cnt swim n dun noe who pulled me by the life jacket n my leg was behind me n i cnt put my leg down. then did dragonboating n my left arm vry pain. had some kinda race w/ 2 other groups n lost. after tad we did rafting. michael puuled the rope till his fingernail got blueblack. so poor thing. did finish the thing but didnt get to try it in the sea. then we threw the thing on the ground. bathed n had lunch. then did high elements. did abseilling, rock climbing n the CRC. abseilling i kept screaming to the instructor n wanting him to look at me. then came down nearly cried.. then went for rock climbing. was fun n scary. but i reached the top. was really damn fun. then got down w/ the abseilling pose. then went to the CRC. was high. i didnt really scream.but didnt do the last station. then we were preparin n planning for our campfire. did a dragon boat performance n we blamed miss ong cos she was too fat n we lost. (LOL) then the campfire was funfunfun. then had been cheering n we enjoyed. had supper n we were supposed to have reflection but we want to bathe. so zee-zee let us go n we promised him tad we will assemble by 7.20a.m. day3: we arrived at 7.20a.m., didnt c him, n more ppl were coming down. think zee-zee woke up late or something. then had breakfast, i was at the canteen the corridor there n saw them doing the makan cheer. feel like doing but i didnt do. paiseh. then we did area cleaning, cleaned the toilet n i had a new name called dettol. cos i was holding the dettol bottle. then went back sch first then went home. had to carry the heavy bag till home. reached home: i sorta want to give a boo to my dad but my bro heard it first then he like so happie (: then cleared my bag n ate lunch + icekachang. then felt sleepy n went to slp but cnt find my phone so i was like nvm la. woke up at 7p.m. n ate dinner, didnt talked much to darling cos he had to go his grandma house n eat. then at 8 i think, then we were talking, sorta like i ask he ans. wads wrong w/ u???? blogged, watch tv loh!!!
instructors i remembered: Instructor Zee, Instructor fishcake, Instructor Sharon (she looked like trina), Instructor Jeena (behave like taima XD), Instructor keon (mr. LAME), Instructor........(she look like chipmunk). still got somemore, but i dun noe name.
-xiiaoshii-
Friday, May 09, 2008 9:39 PM
today woke up at 8.30a.m. ba. then i was the first wan to wake up. went to the living room to watch some show. n my mum came back w/ breakfast which made me vry full early in the morning. had nasi lemak n a cup of iced coffee. then went to sch at the sch gate there saw uncle jordan n 1 if his friend. saw darling oso. he talking to a sportleader n i just pulled his nike pouch. then when i reached outside the dnt room there then he called me(not on phone) then we like talk talk lor. then he said miss ong took his eng oral. then he said he got a sportleader meeting n gave me his drink. then went to canteen. saw michael, marmiie, tung n aishah. then we sit there n mr lew called 3e1 ppl to assemble. then we went for our oral. miss lee tookme for eng oral n i dun think tad i had done so well cos i dun really noe wad to say. then me marmiie n michael went to the study corner outside the staff room. then they were talkin bout the suzhou trip for choir n i feel so extra. then xy called me w/ a crying tone n i thought tad she say her nicholas outside sch. so i walked down. but she didnt cry n her nicholas was not outside. ya, something happened to them last night n xy went siao by playing lan at night till 11p.m. then me n darling came to find me.so we were walking. then i ask h can i hold ur hand. then he say cannot. nv say y oso. then he sort of like ignore me which made me almost cried. then we were walkin to the bus stop then he like say something like he no like me then i say ok lor then u go back lor then he really turned back n i cnt c him. then i just walk n walk cos the busstop too many ppl. then he suddenly appear. then like this lor. he just say sry n i feel tad he not my darling. then we at the bus stop then we like cold war awhile n at the busstop n he said something tad hurt my heart alot alot n i cry then he try to cool me down. then cool awhile n make me cry agn. sad. sad. then we missed 2 buses. then we took bus to my aunt there cos my dad told me give somethings for my aunt. then i went to the toilet n change at the toilet n he wait for me. then we took bus to bedok interchange. then at bus darling like slping. so funnie. then reached interchange marmiie n xy came less than a minute. xy put make-up. then we took mrt n find joanna. then we took mrt to Bishan n went to J8 n went to the kfc. joanna went to change n me marmiie n xy ate lunch. then we like played arcade n saw mariel. then after tad we went to amk hub. then we walk walk awhile n met up w/ jy kor. then like stay there till 7p.m. n took 22 back home. then me n marmiie slept on the bus but xy didnt slp. then we like reached marmiie house n xy faster called her up but she didnt alight the bus then we like saw her grandparents. then we went to my house there the 7-11 n buy some food cos marmiie say if she nv eat she will have gastric. then she bought noodles n chips, xy bought pocky n voda voda. then at the 7-11, darling called n the tone not so gd, then xy de nicholas oso angry w/ her. ... so we went to the bus stop n eat n talk. then she took the bus to interchange to find nicholas. then me n marmiie walk to my house there the bus stop n talk talk oso. then i went home like 9 n faster bathe. then i read the newspaper n marmiie called me. n we talk talk. xy at ecp w/ nicholas... -xiiaoshii-
Thursday, May 08, 2008 10:00 PM
Today I woke up at 10.59a.m. missed called darling cos he got MT oral. After calling him, I just threw my phone on the bed n I forgot to charge it. Drank coffee in the mrnin n played abit of com before goin to the hospital. We left house at 1.30p.m. n got the Queue number at 1.52p.m. n we waited n waited till like 4.30p.m. then my dad told me to tell the reception counter tad he got dialysis later at 5p.m. n so can we c the doc earlier. Then the nurse said after 1 ppl. N I like sort of counted up to 5 patients ba. Then is our turn!! Like waited for so long then is our turn. While waitin from 1.52p.m. till 4.30p.m. saw mayb not a lot of things ba.. saw 2 army men got handcuffs n another 2 army holding them. Like one ppl hold one. N saw like nurses running here n there. Then my dad say “ die le la.. need wait longer.” N we did waited longer. Then my phone no more batt le. Cnt sms cnt nthin.. We went into room 2 ba. Then the doc say need check the wound. Then he told my dad he need to point his legs like ballerina cos he didn’t point his legs. Then we went to the plaster room to have his legs on bandage again after removing it. The ppl tad bandaged his legs like a newbie. No skill wan… n he need to be on crutches for like 1 month. Mon he need go remove stitches. After tad took cab to dad the dialysis centre. Before entering the centre he went to eat. Cos if no eat then go dialysis will faint! He ate n I drank green tea not pokka wan, no nice. After sending him I used his card n took bus home. At the eunos link there waited for bus till so long n I was wondering if I had alighted at the wrong stop, I didn’t though. At bus watched deal or no deal. But didn’t c if the person went home w/ 7,500 or 25,000. reached home at 7.02p.m. ba. Then immediately called darling he like answer the phone n say he miss me. Like I dun miss him like tad keep complaining. Then talk n talk n went to eat dinner. Had been so hungry…. Eat le then watch tv. Then got one STUPID IDIOT made my laopo cry!!!!! DAMN TAD PERSON! A guy made her cry, not a guy at all. Then laopo xy say she play lan for 3 hours starting from 8… then nvm lor. Let her siao cos I cnt lend her my shoulder ma.. next time if wan cry at least wait till got my shoulder then cry ma.. then I let her siao lor.. watched tv n marmiie n I exchanged songs. N I saw a msg from trina.. gtg.. another show starting soon. -xiiaoshii-
exams finish
Wednesday, May 07, 2008 3:41 PM
yay! today finished my maths paper 2 n physics paper. n i m left with just oral. this 2 weeks have been torturing. need go home early cos need hlp my dad cos his legs got bandaged. so haven been going out lately. went out to pasar malam w/ marmiie, xy n michael. ate sotong balls n cheese hotdogs. after tad we went to Sheng Siong n bought 7-up raspberry n chips. n we sot of like sat outside the kfc n 'picnic' there. after eating, we were like talkin n talkin..... n so we went home. reached home saw some kind of sweet dessert i think it is for me. yupp. i ate. ended u vry full. watched abit of tv shows but during noon there's no much show. so came to blog since marmiie have already complain tad i need to blog. listening to 933 while typing. dun noe wad darling doing. but i think he at his new house cleaning ba.. so sad.... thurs no oral. so no need go sch.. eng oral on fri. no scared at all ba. dun noe wad group i in oso. forgotten already since our grouping were given on the bio paper n i didnt take note of it oso. mon will be chinese oral. so sian.. dun noe wad to do oso. i wan HighStreet5 or audition on my comp. -xiiaoshi-
